damn almost 3 years huh?
i wanted to say thank you to everyone who has followed me all this time. ive gained and lost many friends, and i hope those who i simply fell out of touch with, are doing well.
i dont use da too much anymore. it just gives me bad vibes, man. i dont like people on here too much and i feel like the internet in general is just shit, yknow?
this account has a lot of memories. bad ones, good ones. mostly bad ones but. yeah
i was going through a really hard time when i moved. i just felt.. fake? and im not saying i WAS fake, but also i am lol. i wasnt me. i was struggling with my art and i felt so so shitty all the time.
i still feel shitty!! im depressed and anxious and i feel sick all the time. and i dont know why.
but im doing better than i was then, i know that. ive got better friends. im not in an abusive relationship. i have people who love and appreciate me and are there for me.
ive found who i am. and yeah you might think its 'cringy' and dumb and all that but im slowly learning to like myself again. and thats because i dont take deviantart seriously anymore
to anyone struggling with themselves:
you will find yourself eventually. take a break if you need it, or just straight up leave. i know how much deviantart may mean to you, but it is a toxic, toxic hell here. deviantart and all of its employees can burn for all i care.
and to YOU. you made my life a living hell for a long, long year. you controlled me and turned me against my own friends. you gaslit me, abused me, and kept me from doing what i loved. i hope youre happy now, you miserable fucking asshole.
thats all.
so long and goodnight and keep making noise, killjoys.
-frankie